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Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Life as Me

Life as a Me

  1. Choices are hard.

  2. People are selfish.

  3. Decisions never get easier.

  4. Most people don't care.

  5. Some people actually listen.

  6. Some people are completely amazing.

  7. I admire a few of them.

  8. In the past 9 months I have completed 18 credits at school.

  9. I have 70 left to go.

  10. Each class has a few familiar faces.

  11. Some classmates have grown to be complete friendships.

  12. Some people still don't know how to work with others.

  13. I have learned a lot.

  14. Writing huge papers does get easier.

  15. I tend to procrastinate.

  16. Normal is what you make it.

  17. Children learn so much, especially from example.

  18. Trying not to care what people think never gets easier.

  19. Trying to please everybody is too stressful.

  20. I think I am done with that.

  21. I have lost 30 pounds since October.

  22. My pants are just a bit loose this week, and it is bugging me.

  23. Don't comment on my weight.

  24. I will probably sabotage it just because you mentioned it and made it a big deal in front of a lot of people, not to just me.

  25. I don't like to be the center of attention.

  26. Reading people is easy.

  27. Reading other's is a mystery.

  28. I only open myself up to a select few.

  29. I have been burned more times than I care to count.

  30. I have learned the importance of being me.

  31. People think that I hold grudges.

  32. I don't.

  33. I tend to over think emotions.

  34. I never thought I was smart enough.

  35. I now know that I am.

  36. I never thought I was good enough.

  37. I know that I am.

  38. I also know that people put others down, because they don't believe in their own selves.

  39. I only have a few close friends.

  40. I don't need hundreds of friends.

  41. My friends like me for me.

  42. Real friends are amazing people.

  43. I don't need to pretend to be some one else.

  44. I am exhausted all of the time.

  45. Having only one adrenal gland will do that to you.

  46. I should have been dead over 5 years ago.

  47. I am glad that I am not.

  48. With both the births of my daughters 50 years ago I would be dead.

  49. I am glad that my problems are mine.

  50. I am grateful for doctors who have saved my life, several times.

  51. I have had 9 surgeries in the last 10 years.

  52. 7 of which were since Emily was born.

  53. Each one has shown me what I can live with.

  54. Pain. You never know what you are capable of until you have lived with it.

  55. Love is amazing.

  56. I am married to my best friend.

  57. He gets me.

  58. I don't have to edit my thoughts around him.

  59. I try to laugh everyday.

  60. A day without laughter is a day that I have wasted.

  61. I love Emily.

  62. I love Sarah.

  63. I never thought I would be a mom.

  64. I love being a mom.

  65. My kids keep me going.

  66. These are all random thoughts.

  67. I love to read.

  68. I love a great love story.

  69. I love mysteries, and fiction.

  70. I have more books than I know.

  71. Books are usually better than the movie.

  72. I go to work every day by 4 am

  73. I don't get to bed most days before 10:30

  74. I battle my thoughts.

  75. I cry in the movies.

  76. I don't know what I want to do with this post.

  77. Publish or not.

  78. I don't know.

  79. Slow songs depress me.

  80. I am a people watcher.

  81. People are interesting.

  82. Some are crazy.

  83. I love to coupon.

  84. I like to see how much I can save.

  85. I am alergic to EVERYTHING.

  86. I can't avoid everything.

  87. I have several allergic reactions lately.

  88. I carry an Epi-Pen.

  89. Just in case.

  90. I have almost used it.

  91. I hope I don't have to.

  92. I am in love with Diet Coke.

  93. If I become allergic to Diet Coke I will cry.

  94. You wont want to be around me if that happens.

  95. I wish I could figure all the allergies out, and why they have gotten so bad in the last year.

  96. I love Tangled, Or cartoons in general.

  97. I need to finish the mural of Dora on Emilys wall.

  98. I am happy with the direction my life is going.

  99. I am going to finish school.

  100. I am doing better than I thought I would.

  101. I am doing it with two small kids.

  102. I am doing it while working full time.

  103. I am Proud to be me.

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